I wasn't able to publish them until today, but I read them around the time they came in and I was so blessed!
I'm having a wonderful time here, I just don't spend any of it on the computer... I'll try to come up with at least one post before the end of October, but I won't promise anything.
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Every day here is so beautiful,
it's like all those months of work and stress and trouble just melts off.
It's a wonderful feeling, though I'm not yet there that I can say with all my heart it was worth it,
cause I know I'm going back to that life in two months, and I feel the weight of it.
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I shouldn't worry about what might hurt in two months time, I know,
but I have a hard time changing me, so I'll leave it to Him.
He's the only one able to work in our hearts, to change us from the inside out.
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God will take care of every situation as it comes around (and He's probably already at work). I don't need to worry.
I can shrug off that awful feeling that I carry the heavy weight of my life's greater decitions
and final direction on my shoulders.
Cause really, I don't have to.
God will not only carry our troubles if we ask Him,
He'll carry us.
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Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
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It's a choice what we allow our hearts to focus on.
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I will focus on this:
That whatever happens in November, December or January, God is already there.
He's at work, I needn't worry.
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abigail
